Ni-Vana. A documentary showing a bout the last days of a historic band. The turmoil that happened because the fact that Mike Neismith didn?t produce the album that they were currently doing. The video for their single bleach, with a long period before the music started, with the video camera leading through a window and into the snow. The video came under fire for having too much in the way of on-camera fighting, but the people should check to see what all the Princeton and Yale students were REALLY doing. Phallic-shaped trees and ornaments. A band photo were they sitting on a ledge?, with 4 guys and one girl. The video had 200 extras. Everything was hectic.hectichectichectichectic. 20 people on the album, 200 people in the video. No no no no. A poster on the wall. On the wall? The wall. Ni-vana, Ni-vana, NI-vana, NI-Vana, NI-Vana. What is this saying? What does this mean? What the fuck does this mean? Why was I chosen to dream this? What knowledge did it import to me? Help me find the picture, help me find this video. It is out there. It has to exist. These dreams impart something, something at all, and I need to figure out what the BLOODY FUCK this dream means. Ni-Vana? Who the hell is Ni-Vana? If it is supposed to be Nirvana, why did I replace the R with a hyphen. Kurt Cobain didn't have an R in his name. He has a r. CouRtney Love does tho, and a very prominent one at that. She was in my dream, you know, but was she the girl in the picture? I don?t think so. It could be. 1994.1994.1994.1994 What is here in this mass of information, this pile of seemingly useless nonsense? Help me. Help Me. HelpMe. Grab my hand, pull me through, and enlighten me on what this means. I was waken up by a phone call. Who was it? I have no clue. They didn't leave a message? Did the people that called Kurt?s house after his suicide leave message? Did they even know that he was dead? Why would Mike Neismith be on this album? Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy? Its not like he would have any desire to direct this band? This day, my folks, is big. Big why? I have no clue. Everything is electric. The tension is there, the hair is in my eyes, and I don?t even know! The hairs in my eyes, the hairs in my eyes, and what is so fucking big to wake me up in the middle of a good nap? Do I want to be your vassal? Is it necessary? Why won't the hair get out of my eyes? Why do my socks stink? And lord, you know they stink. You know, and the president does, and the Dahli Lama does. Why?

Before 12 tonight, something big will happen. You might not know it, and you might not even care that it happened. But it did. Just you watch.